I find myself living the life of a stay-at-home mom. Yep. I am jobless as of right now. Which sucks. In lots of ways. But is awesome in the way that I get to spend all day with my little guy. It's fun. And it's hard. But mostly fun.
Money's not an immediate issue, so I'm trying to ignore the panic that the word "unemployed" creates. I'm breathing. I won't lie, that first day after was rough. I didn't sleep. I was... terrified.
But I have resolved that this is simply a twist in the path that was choosen for me. And I'm ok with it from that perspective. Who am I to doubt God?! So I wait to see what He has in store for me next. It's a bit like driving in fog with almost NO visibility. Scary. But luckily, someone is guiding me. So I should simply relax.
I am diligently looking for something else, make no mistake. I'm not exactly sitting around with an umbrella drink in my hand, but I refuse to continue to be upset. Things happen. I am still very blessed. And truth be told, I was growing more and more miserable every day. The people closest to me know why. No need to publicly complain about something that no longer matters.
So anyway, be thinking and praying for us.